I am exhausted of trying to find out the right way to do things. All my life I have been very cautious with decision making and execution. I have always been enormously self-centered when it comes to my outward appearance. It started as an insecurity, and I made it into a lifestyle. And now, I'm over it. I hate when I hear or know someone not embracing their womanhood and in fact, because of American culture I am fallible to the noise.
I want to turn off the sound and get in tuned with me. I want every woman to do it.
If we were able to do it then I think we could all love each other a little bit more as a gender and a place in society.
I used to be a big magazine subscriber. Look this way. Look that way. And now I can't even believe I purchased magazines telling me how to look. I think if I want to be beautiful I'll figure out how I want to. I don't think I should be told to look a certain way. Forget it.
My New Year's resolution is 1. eat out less when I could easily cook because it's a waste of money. and 2. starting this blog to be unconventional to how society can make me feel.
I know I am beautiful. I don't need a weight, a boyfriend, or magazine to tell me.
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